heheheh

OCTOBER
* Loves to chat
* Loves those who loves him
* Loves to takes things at the centre
* Attractive and suave
* Inner and physical beauty
* Does not lie or pretend
* Sympathetic
* Treats friends importantly
* Always making friends
* Easily hurt but recovers easily
* Bad tempered
* Selfish
* Seldom helps unless asked
* Daydreamer
* Very opinionated
* Does not care of what others think
* Emotional
* Decisive
* Strong clairvoyance
* Loves to travel, the arts and literature
* Soft-spoken, loving and caring
* Romantic
* Touchy and easily jealous
* Concerned
* Loves outdoors
* Just and fair
* Spendthrift and easily influenced
* Easily lose confidence

NOVEMBER
* Has a lot of ideas
* Difficult to fathom
* Thinks forward
* Unique and brilliant
* Extraordinary ideas (sampai bos aku pon pening kekadang)
* Sharp thinking
* Fine and strong clairvoyance
* Can become good doctors (ngn jarum pon aku takut)
* Careful and cautious (aku la manusia paling careles)
* Dynamic in personality
* Secretive
* Inquisitive
* Knows how to dig secrets
* Always thinking (yerla..sampai yang less important pon pk sampai pecoh pale)
* Less talkative but amiable
* Brave and generous
* Patient (tipu ni aku tak sabar)
* Stubborn and hard-hearted (ini diakui oleh lebih dr 10 orang)
* If there is a will, there is a way
* Determined
* Never give up
* Hardly become angry unless provoked
* Loves to be alone
* Thinks differently from others
* Sharp-minded
* Motivates oneself
* Does not appreciates praises (ACTION SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS)
* High-spirited
* Well-built and tough
* Deep love

ari ni..sy ambik jubah

ari ni....huk huk..berjalan degn jauh saya hari ini....saya berjalan..dr tasik---->bgnn peperiksaan--->benDahari-->canseleri--->bgnn peperiksaan__> yeay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...penat ok...

bout my work..dh dpt task baru utk ogos ni...yeayy!kene siapkan before puasa..
jadik...tugas aku hari ni ..baca..inila keje seorang penyelidik..menyelidik...sampai puas....
hihi...seronok buat bende ni...tapi ...kene after habis master ni..kene la pk..ape betul2 nk buat kan...
hurmcx...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~thinkin~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

it's sunday

its da tyme wer my belove fiance balik dr sabah bah....mcm2 plan aku dlm kepala..but tet...semua tak buat except for hairdo da hair...eee..sangat ringan kepala ku...sangat best...moon coked me a mehun goreng... pulak sekor mamat ni entoh kenape duk ngekor aku...sampai la aku pandang dengan jelingan mata....dan muke yang masam dan marah ..elelele..ingat i takut ke..(berlagak) ... dan die terus blah..pandai pon.....

hahahahahha...my iky dh balik...yiha

bergune jugak ni

KETIKA MENCARI CALON
Janganlah mencari isteri, tapi carilah ibu bagi anak-anak kita
Janganlah mencari suami, tapi carilah ayah bagi anak-anak kita.

KETIKA MELAMAR
Anda bukan sedang meminta kepada orang tua/wali si gadis,
tetapi meminta kepada Allah melalui orang tua/wali si gadis.

KETIKA AKAD NIKAH
Anda berdua bukan menikah di hadapan penghulu,tetapi menikah di hadapan Allah

KETIKA RESEPSI PERNIKAHAN
Catat dan hitung semua tamu yang datang untuk mendoa'kan
anda, kerana anda harus berfikir untuk mengundang mereka semua dan
meminta maaf apabila anda berfikir untuk BERCERAI kerana
menyia-nyiakan do'a mereka.

hantu..eh tak tak...bukan,,, dream??? eh entah

mcm hantu lak bende dlm kepala aku ni..asyik datang je...menghantui aku...bukan menghantui...ape a ayat yang best...
menemani aku..mcm pejam mata je nampak pejam mata je nampak..baik bukak...eh pejam pon ok...eh entah...tak tahu... ......................................tettttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
3ogos2008..... ape a..jadik..jeng jeng jeng..:P...........kes kes kes...

saturday

Boring Giler.......................................... sangat. bangun kol 12tgh ari..eh eh ..anak dara ni.... :P ..biola..bukan ade orang pedulik pon... ari ni ...duk sesorang kat bangi..kemas satu umah...mop satu umah.... ambik kucing angkt ..eee..comei kucing ni... tapi kurepnye byk.... pastu plan ngn member aku si far ni nk buat adventurous thing la konon...salah satu nye bunge jumping...hua hua...entah la bile...eh entah berani.....hohooh..so..mlm tu..jumpe my bro n sis ina....painting da cream ouse sampai cantik...pengsan lagi~~~~....hahahahaha

FRIDAY

eee..mane tak bengang... balik mlm kol 12...out of suden dh ade orang dlm bilik aku....isk..sabola ..i tau la i kene pindah..tapi today is still30th of july ..nt yet august...takpe...lo...aku pon bangun kol 6 pagi kemas semua barang angkut dlm kete... yeah yeah...

fuh..2jam ambik masa..lame gek aku mengangkut n buat keje...maka terbatal la lagi puasa aku utk hari ini ..:D.... aku pon sangat tensen...dan dengan ini secara rasminya..aku tidak lagi duduk di pangsapuri pantai permai..berpindah ke bandar baru bangi .... yuhu..boleh duk ngn kucing...isk isk..yerlo...jauh ngn family... sedih sedih... btol...

sy ROBOT

SAYA UPSETTT

i am realy cruel

im being da most insensitive and everytin... i kep blaming myself for everytin...it just me..
im da one who being so sensitive,im da one who olwiz selfish,kep tinkin bout me... done...
yihaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...:) i am smiling.... i am smiling

its a dull day

i dunno wat hepen to me this few days... i kept thinking about -ve thing... i dunno how to make myself +ve... i realy dun ave any idea.. i'm realy nt felin gud about everytin..i miss my family..i mis being at home.. i miss everytin... my life is so dull.....now..
im going to move in to bangi next month.. yeah..byk lagi barang nk angkat..
i duno wat hepen to me this few days.. huk huk..plz guide me....

yasmoon said my character is quite similar to rachel( friends)...i barely knew bout dis since she tyold me dat makes me realize ..yeah.,..that's me..

p/s mengidam lagi portugese grill ako...hahahhaha...i heard gud news frm my bos(alhamdulillah)

wat can i do??

no more emotion ctrl us...let us control it...... :) ok..
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hihi..my paper got published

Alhamdulillah...
i now have 3 journal (kene edit lagi..accepted)...3 conference paper..
and the latest one is sigacess newsletter...got my pic there... yihi..seronoknye...
http://www.sigaccess.org/newsletter/june08/June08_all.pdf

tgkle....:)....its my work..... from scratch... yihi...

p/s... jem teruk ari ni... from jln kelang lama--> to pj---> to puchong --> to SHAH ALAM--->damansara--->>>>yeah..back To UM... :((

it sems diferent

Today is the most unfavorable day ever happened..i thought.. myb its all my fault.. i neva grow up.. myb.. i felt severe towards wat had happen today...i wish cud turn back tyme so dat i cn cloud up everytin...again..if it's cloudy..it doesnt mean that its going to rain..rite... takpela..
sakitnye kepala aku ari ni... it's to painful.... :)
its SUNDAY....OU...PELITA.,..:)
:)

ape nk buat a...

uhuks,..nampknye.... its going to take longer than i thought it could be... i am deply veri sad actually... i dunno wat i am suppose to do... :(.. i hope everytin gona b ok... please doakan saya..semoga saya tabah n sabar...
:) :( :) :(

nk marahnye...GR!!!! emosi yang sangt tidak bagus..

ya Allah.... emosi marah melampau lampu tahap geram gile.... dun judge if u dun know anytin...

i am being narcissistic?? CUT THE CRAP !...last tyme i am being self-serving is about 1 year ago la.... aku pon tak penoh pk ape aku nk buat utk diri sendiri...ZERO!....i feel better bile comfortkan orang lain.,...
ok..wat ave i done wrong... lain kali aku nk ckp dgn blog je... relieved ...better...
takde sape baca,..senang...nk conteng pon senang,.aku pon tak kecik ati...

benevolent....thats me..i wish i dun ave any feelin... senang.. x rase pape... orang suruh itu buat ..orang suruh ini buat... kan senang...mase keje ..keje...mase tulis blog blog...wah...-ve thinker..ingat senang ke nk pk +ve ...after a while u've been spoiled ... ni pon dh ade improvement dh..

there is one article who said that we canot have more than one feelin at the same tyme... if happy then happy .if sad then sad la... but i can do both!... but its hard ..try!...

yeah...dun make things complicated... its not complicated wen we ignore n neglect everytin around us... yeah.. ape yang complicated sangat... life is like that..idop takde hati boleh la jalan straight je.....

kalau orang kene sepak tepi jalan... korang buat bodo... mmg la tak complicated life korang..sbb korang tak g tolong..cube ko g tolong..nnt x pasal2 ko masuk balai..... pk pk... senang kan kalau pk mcm tu.....takyah pk complicated....

lagipon aku dh malas pk pasai be affectionate @ devoted... its neva exist....la........

DO NOT be so analytical about people... try to put the best in u...

sape yg ckp dkt aku "HOW COLOURLESS YOU LIFE"......think 1st before throw any words la...
look into the water, define the reflection.... wat it tells ... :D... dun try to degrade people around u...
one more thing... yes i am very obstinate.. but i cn accept if there is LOGIC there..

im DONE now!

objectiVe : JuLy

i ended june with OK mood but i start july with not OK mood..im so not ok...but my friend advice me to b strong... b honest n everytin... i try.. i wish i cud go somewhere wer there is no one i knew....just for a while...i shud think +ve..now... :).... smile.. wen i do this :) it means dt im crying.... but simply here the aims for dis JULY.

JOB : PUBLISHED 1 JOURNAL, 2 CONFERENCE PAPER

STUDY : FINISH MY LITERATURE REVIEW

PLACE TO VISIT : JAUH :MALACCA ..hahahaha,..nk ambik gambo...historical place la katakan

DEKAT: ....still thinking

Plus...i learn something..on HOW TO BE A HAPPY PERSON...

• DO SOMETHING YOU LIKE....wat u ave interest on... :)

am i learning?

How a girl can make him feel special . . .
1. Tell him you wouldn't change a thing about him. (even though it's not true!)
2. Don't interrupt him when he speaks.
3. Be his biggest fan even when he doubts himself.
4. Listen to his kind of music
5. Laugh at his dumb jokes
6. Boys need respect (lol)... respect him:)
7. Trust him completely.
8. Drive when he's tired.
9. Look in his eyes and listen when he talks.
10. A girl should always take his side.

this is me...but y seems not enuf...... :D

i am strong

Nowadays..i am very strong!!!!yihi our publication accepted and indexed by ISI thomson... wihi wihi... :) seronoknye....dh tak larat nk tulis paper ni... adoi... wihi..today is the day i feel very strong!//stronger from day to day... apesal la dua tiga bulan ni asyik homesick je..:( coz i am alone here..i miss my family... :) lap my family....

thankful..

bersyukur....is one way to remind us... that..ape yg blaku adelah ketentuan Ilahi... .ok...
put a not here to remind me that somehow... we neva say thanks on.. what we got... there is a lot of people who wana b in our shoes... rite...
kite hidup utk akhirat..... :)

p/s:i ain't OK... :) mcm nk demam...
have a great tyme wif mon+ai ,,,,n raiyan.. :)

my enggagement day..

its 070608 ...alhamdulillah...im being someone fiancee now....veri hepi... thank my parents especially.... my sista..(k.ina and aciq) ..my bro...and alll my relatives.... muachs....

me wif my fiancee..--->iky

its near..

im goin to be chop by someone... hehe.. i am happy...
hehehhe... just got my result..ok la...so so...
hehehe..:) :) :) :) :) put a lot of smiley... to show that i aint gooood... hihih

goin 2 mis him

im goin back to kelate....to met my parents. ...im so hepi....veri hepi..goin to arrange everytinnnnnnnnnnn..yihi...
but at da same tyme ..i wish i cud tel him... guna mis him... naa....,anyway...ok..
:).......

da rank...

its hard for u dear..but its too hard for me too.....dats ok...we try to xperience dis together... anyway... hopefully... my iky strong..caiyok!
kene marah...sbb tak bagi signal..tu pon sbb nk comfortkn die..takpela.....
i know he is in a very hard sutuation

its wafi n aqif cukur day...

today is my anak buoh...aka anak sepupu aku nye majlis bcukur shah alam...for da 1st tyme i brought my iky to der house....sems ok... wif dem.. abg lan ..kak peza....kak zura..paklong..maklong..abg te'....wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...beh beh

its IRONMAN

heheh..beh cite ni..dh lame dh aku tk tgk teknologi yg sgt canggih...but.. we still canot aply it..rite??
:) but its gud movie...i recommend u all to watch

its BIG DAY

its truly amazing wat ave my iky did for me...im totally happy...Alhamdulillah......syukur pada Yang Maha Esa..... im ReaLLy HappY... :).... wif da card...da statement....

its Go -Kart day

ari ni.. for da 3rd tyme...aku men go kart..its gud.... hehe...wif da ex dealer dat my iky use to manage dem... ok... my iky stil in his silk highway probs... :(

yeah yea..my FIRST udang masak lemak cili api

this is the first tyme..ako masak gulai kuning yg memang menjadi feveret aku...ala..rupenye sedap jugek... hahhaa...anyway..wana know da recipe??? xleh..sekret..
ceh ceh. ..credits to najma kori who is my bes budyy.. who teachs me how to cook!... har har.... anyway..naj...i it taste great... :D...

its WSEAS day

ha....ni ..bosku tercinta.....suh aku siapkan SPI hari ini jua....ace...jadi aku buat ape yg sempat jerla...nk tambah lagi 6 journal ..ace ace....hurmcx...byk oooooo
tapi takpe...
buat ape yg cukup je..kan senang.. hari ni sudah penat..smlm pon tdo kul 4..cehs....jap nk continue...nk edit balik jp lagi..
ok..now its 630pm
aku dh blur.....bos aku lak ambik alih buat keje.. this is his work anyway...
anyway..aku rasa..i have an idea y am i so DOWN..
coz i dunno wat to do thi swekend...
just finished my exam.....n also my journal...but still dun know what to do...
anyone....any idea???? exclude dating...ok?
cian my iky...hopeully his doing ok with his job now... coz its truly gives him a very hard tyme..
my iky..you can do it!!...aja aja ..... :)....

HuRt myself By HurtIng Him..

it's 12 o'clock NOW... i luv writin in my blog...now....
i learn many thing that my iky teach me today....
i will stick on wat he said ,,,thanx my dear..hopin dat this will b the last tyme that i did this...okehs... semoga Yang Maha Esa..... berikan aku jalan yang benar,,,
ok...

Now i nk buat MUST punye keje... semantic web extraction for tourism..metadata n etc..do my research grant for proposal.....work hard,,,,,okes...so that i dun burden myself tinkin -ve thing..

i have to remember that a lot of people out there ...have more problems ..me i think im da ONE who cREaTe iT....
~Love conquers all, but if love doesn't do it, try hard work ~

my tuesday at work!

i just found out that ade org accident..nah..don bother...notin to do wif me anymore...but quite shocked for me..
hopefully 'dat person' doin OK!...sems duin ok..coz can wrote a friendster after 10days..alhamdulillah...

its tuesdaY and its 2 pm...
i ned to continue my work now... my iky just called me ..duno y...sometin mising here......
nah....finish ur work..u now in literature review stage....so kep up a good work..dun let the emotion endeavor to ctrl it!.....hahahhaa......
n now its 6pm..stil strugling to conceive relationship btwn.... security vs performance vs credit card vs multi threading...my new proposal..

its ShooTing Tyme

20 April 2008

it's shooting fire fire tyme....
:P....ade tournament...tembak menembak....my iky join...so i joined sekali..joined menyemak..
hahaha....


quite nice...met his frem....sape..name..dlm 5 orang...efa,...n fren..
then have some fighting2 .... sulking...kah kah kah..bad for me....to do that ...
hahahhaha..... then OK...so...at least i cn experience the sound!....even thoug im not holdin da raffle,,,gun,,,automatic manual.? at least..he shot one plate...and 47 marks over 100...ok wat!..

it's SATURDAY!

it's Show TyMe... I experienced a lot of things Today...







1.05... 27 dresses..wah..syok giler..
305.... now.. me in archering for da first tyme in ma life.... huhu... my iky not...he did it for many times dah... so..just follow...its good..wpon...sebanyak 8 anak panah terkena d bawh..kah kah kah...tak kena langsg...shame on me... ..ni kat summit..btw... instructor cni bein veri nice to me... i luv people who is veri nice.....:)
that scoreboard ...-08 is my iky did..he did well...me 09-hahaha...veri bad....

me n him

me N him Now at four season garden..its WINTER!...yihi....winter tyme.........okla...shah alam wat..hehehe

yeyeye.. Ride a Bike wif IKY

grr...2nd tyme i wrote this....marah dkt karpersky budu..
marah!heheh

today...aku nk xperience bende baru..this idea came frm ma dear iky....he invited me to ride a bike.... yeyey. ilove it...at bukit cerakah also known as bukit cahaya sri alam..
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arrived ... we rent two bikes...he gave me new one..he took the old one...ngeh ngeh...tenkiu...anyway...dear...only cost rm3 per hour + rm1 additional hour..cheap what....
adoi...hurt my butt....coz... the saddle is quite hard for me..but for my dear.. more harder for him coz he toook the old bike....
adoi...thats the first word comes out frm me.....but truly like it....
i ride a bike climb da road.... lastly..i just seret my bike.......hahahah..letih ooo..try la...


this figure shows that im pointing to the black buffalo....hohoh.. my iky ask me to...like a pro la...hehe..c that<<<<<


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arived at "4 seasons garden"...nice...its winter tyme.....yeah....byk bunga....bunga ...its quite nice..cold...gud to xperience it.. race wif ma dear... i won! yeah! girl power..

ride a bike or about half an hour more..then we goin back...eating tyme...
-its noce to experience this-...