FRIDAY

eee..mane tak bengang... balik mlm kol 12...out of suden dh ade orang dlm bilik aku....isk..sabola ..i tau la i kene pindah..tapi today is still30th of july ..nt yet august...takpe...lo...aku pon bangun kol 6 pagi kemas semua barang angkut dlm kete... yeah yeah...

fuh..2jam ambik masa..lame gek aku mengangkut n buat keje...maka terbatal la lagi puasa aku utk hari ini ..:D.... aku pon sangat tensen...dan dengan ini secara rasminya..aku tidak lagi duduk di pangsapuri pantai permai..berpindah ke bandar baru bangi .... yuhu..boleh duk ngn kucing...isk isk..yerlo...jauh ngn family... sedih sedih... btol...

sy ROBOT

SAYA UPSETTT

i am realy cruel

im being da most insensitive and everytin... i kep blaming myself for everytin...it just me..
im da one who being so sensitive,im da one who olwiz selfish,kep tinkin bout me... done...
yihaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...:) i am smiling.... i am smiling

its a dull day

i dunno wat hepen to me this few days... i kept thinking about -ve thing... i dunno how to make myself +ve... i realy dun ave any idea.. i'm realy nt felin gud about everytin..i miss my family..i mis being at home.. i miss everytin... my life is so dull.....now..
im going to move in to bangi next month.. yeah..byk lagi barang nk angkat..
i duno wat hepen to me this few days.. huk huk..plz guide me....

yasmoon said my character is quite similar to rachel( friends)...i barely knew bout dis since she tyold me dat makes me realize ..yeah.,..that's me..

p/s mengidam lagi portugese grill ako...hahahhaha...i heard gud news frm my bos(alhamdulillah)

wat can i do??

no more emotion ctrl us...let us control it...... :) ok..
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hihi..my paper got published

Alhamdulillah...
i now have 3 journal (kene edit lagi..accepted)...3 conference paper..
and the latest one is sigacess newsletter...got my pic there... yihi..seronoknye...
http://www.sigaccess.org/newsletter/june08/June08_all.pdf

tgkle....:)....its my work..... from scratch... yihi...

p/s... jem teruk ari ni... from jln kelang lama--> to pj---> to puchong --> to SHAH ALAM--->damansara--->>>>yeah..back To UM... :((

it sems diferent

Today is the most unfavorable day ever happened..i thought.. myb its all my fault.. i neva grow up.. myb.. i felt severe towards wat had happen today...i wish cud turn back tyme so dat i cn cloud up everytin...again..if it's cloudy..it doesnt mean that its going to rain..rite... takpela..
sakitnye kepala aku ari ni... it's to painful.... :)
its SUNDAY....OU...PELITA.,..:)
:)

ape nk buat a...

uhuks,..nampknye.... its going to take longer than i thought it could be... i am deply veri sad actually... i dunno wat i am suppose to do... :(.. i hope everytin gona b ok... please doakan saya..semoga saya tabah n sabar...
:) :( :) :(

nk marahnye...GR!!!! emosi yang sangt tidak bagus..

ya Allah.... emosi marah melampau lampu tahap geram gile.... dun judge if u dun know anytin...

i am being narcissistic?? CUT THE CRAP !...last tyme i am being self-serving is about 1 year ago la.... aku pon tak penoh pk ape aku nk buat utk diri sendiri...ZERO!....i feel better bile comfortkan orang lain.,...
ok..wat ave i done wrong... lain kali aku nk ckp dgn blog je... relieved ...better...
takde sape baca,..senang...nk conteng pon senang,.aku pon tak kecik ati...

benevolent....thats me..i wish i dun ave any feelin... senang.. x rase pape... orang suruh itu buat ..orang suruh ini buat... kan senang...mase keje ..keje...mase tulis blog blog...wah...-ve thinker..ingat senang ke nk pk +ve ...after a while u've been spoiled ... ni pon dh ade improvement dh..

there is one article who said that we canot have more than one feelin at the same tyme... if happy then happy .if sad then sad la... but i can do both!... but its hard ..try!...

yeah...dun make things complicated... its not complicated wen we ignore n neglect everytin around us... yeah.. ape yang complicated sangat... life is like that..idop takde hati boleh la jalan straight je.....

kalau orang kene sepak tepi jalan... korang buat bodo... mmg la tak complicated life korang..sbb korang tak g tolong..cube ko g tolong..nnt x pasal2 ko masuk balai..... pk pk... senang kan kalau pk mcm tu.....takyah pk complicated....

lagipon aku dh malas pk pasai be affectionate @ devoted... its neva exist....la........

DO NOT be so analytical about people... try to put the best in u...

sape yg ckp dkt aku "HOW COLOURLESS YOU LIFE"......think 1st before throw any words la...
look into the water, define the reflection.... wat it tells ... :D... dun try to degrade people around u...
one more thing... yes i am very obstinate.. but i cn accept if there is LOGIC there..

im DONE now!

objectiVe : JuLy

i ended june with OK mood but i start july with not OK mood..im so not ok...but my friend advice me to b strong... b honest n everytin... i try.. i wish i cud go somewhere wer there is no one i knew....just for a while...i shud think +ve..now... :).... smile.. wen i do this :) it means dt im crying.... but simply here the aims for dis JULY.

JOB : PUBLISHED 1 JOURNAL, 2 CONFERENCE PAPER

STUDY : FINISH MY LITERATURE REVIEW

PLACE TO VISIT : JAUH :MALACCA ..hahahaha,..nk ambik gambo...historical place la katakan

DEKAT: ....still thinking

Plus...i learn something..on HOW TO BE A HAPPY PERSON...

• DO SOMETHING YOU LIKE....wat u ave interest on... :)

am i learning?

How a girl can make him feel special . . .
1. Tell him you wouldn't change a thing about him. (even though it's not true!)
2. Don't interrupt him when he speaks.
3. Be his biggest fan even when he doubts himself.
4. Listen to his kind of music
5. Laugh at his dumb jokes
6. Boys need respect (lol)... respect him:)
7. Trust him completely.
8. Drive when he's tired.
9. Look in his eyes and listen when he talks.
10. A girl should always take his side.

this is me...but y seems not enuf...... :D

i am strong

Nowadays..i am very strong!!!!yihi our publication accepted and indexed by ISI thomson... wihi wihi... :) seronoknye....dh tak larat nk tulis paper ni... adoi... wihi..today is the day i feel very strong!//stronger from day to day... apesal la dua tiga bulan ni asyik homesick je..:( coz i am alone here..i miss my family... :) lap my family....